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| Date: | 2005-06-24 08:36 |
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This is how it works,
you use lj to find my new account
by searching an interest...or going to a fancommunity in which you KNOW I would definately join with my new account.
I have already revealed my new account in ONE community which belongs to my largest & longest obsession.
Hint for my new username: cups don't wear bras.
I ran away.
This journal will no longer be used.
See if you can find me.
And until you find me we are no longer friends
and I cannot comment on your lj
this is a way i can find out who my true lj friends are
and if you're from school, you still have to find me.
| Date: | 2005-06-09 18:26 |
| Subject: | blargin |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  hopeful |
My life is really good right now, I feel really good about my school work. I am also happy about my new endeavours which include editing/writing a teen e-newsletter (inspired by Press Gang) also becoming more involved with films and stuff. I get along with all my teachers too, except Ms Rosa. Argh. My mum says I often look down at where I'm stepping instead of looking at my destination (metaphorically not literally) and I think I'm doing that right now. I keep worring about all the social shit that is happening in my school and all this 'group' stuff - when in fact I know it's got nothing to do with me and I shouldn't worry about it because I've never been the kind of person that cares so much about groups and enemies and such. People around me are allowed to do what they feel, I am not one to judge someone or tell them what to do. So I'm looking at my destination and I will remain independent and not depend on friends and such because I often cling too much that I will get myself in a sticky situation. I am on my own, I am going to reach for my goals and I'm going to study and be with my family and have fun. :)
You Are From the Sun |
Of all your friends, you're the shining star.
You're dramatic - loving attention and the spotlight.
You're a totally entertainer and the life of the party.
Watch out! The Sun can be stubborn, demanding, and flirty.
Overall, you're a great leader and great friend. The very best!
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Amy couldn't have two people sleep over the house, so Chantelle went and I stayed home. I even said that if Amy could only have one person Chantelle would go, because they regularly have sleepovers and it would be awkward with just me. Yet I feel rejected, I feel like I am the second choice. But mum told me sometimes it's better to be second choice because then you're not dragged everywhere by everyone. True. Shorty is very popular... meh. Now I feel funny. Butterflies in stomach. Teehee! *tickle tickle* NO HATRED! ANGER! SADNESS! They are not butteflies, by slithering snakes... but then again I still get that tickly feeling so it's all good and enjoyable.
I have been writing my disturbing dreams down on paper lately, then drying to decipher them. Right now, regarding my situation and my totally stuffed up subconscious I can pretty much get the drift of what my dreams are trying to tell me. Although I hate to admit it, and am reluctant to change the way i am dealing with everything at the moment, my dream says that I am pretty much wasting my time on something useless... but there is hope, help from another will lead to 'happy social times'... GIMME GIMME GIMME! I haven't had happy social times since... FOREVER! (Sarcasm..)
Being hurt causes me to hurt others, I don't even have a right enough reason to be hurt. In fact, I am being incredibly vulnerable, and am actually enjoying being hurt and find this whole emotionally tearing situation a fun little game. BAH! HE KNOWS NOTHING! HE CAN'T SATISFY! I wish all you pretty little lj readers knew what i was talking of... but i can simply not tell you. He makes me sick, the way he is sooo happy and rubbing it in my face. But can i blame him? He doesn't know.
I went shopping today, but my mind has been intoxicated by this virus called... love? No, it can't be that... it mustn't be. Or is it?
Well, everything has somewhat worsened and bettered this week (within my sticky situation). We're hardly doing any work in class because the exams are over and they are not allowed to assign us any projects or assignments. So every subject is a bludge, which means I usually spend the whole lesson passing notes (regarding my sticky situation). Yeesss... how very interesting.
I know who Aaron likes! Everyone knows it's a guy at our school (duh - he's gay) but I'm the only one he's told so far! Whoopee! And it's soooo cute.
Yesterday at Elkington park I had another one of my long chats with her. She's so confused. I feel bad. She says she feels happy until she realises how crappy I feel then she feels guilty. I sorry. :(
BLARGIN!!!!!!!!!!
| Date: | 2004-11-17 08:06 |
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| Mood: |  angry |
omg... she told someone, not like she cares now that she is in a new relationship. And me? i totally exploded yesterday and everyone thinks I'm a horrible selfish monster, maybe they are right. Today shall be one of the more interesting days at Balmain High - and I know it.
| Date: | 2004-11-16 08:27 |
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Damnit. I feel so hurt, and I don't know why. I shouldn't have stirred it up. They're happy, but I feel like crap. Damnit. Damn them.
I was meant to be free of exams by now, but someone set off the firealarm last Friday and our English exam was postponed. So I have it tomorrow. Eek.
On a better note I went to the Newtown festival today - SO MANY PEOPLE! AND OF ALL DIFFERENT KINDS TOO! There were many tokyo-street punks, goths, gays and lesbians. I even saw Aaron there who bought a see-through shirt! Lol. Aaron is funny. I loved being surrounded by such a diversity of people. I ate squid balls on a stick. I also bought 3 pairs of earrings for $10 and Rowan bought me a small little cute pig made of clay. He ate too much ice with watermelon flavoring. -__-;;
Then I went on a picnic with my family and Alexahnder was there too. Alexahnder and I rolled down hills and went on the swings. We talked about schools we wanted to go to in years 11-12. 'Twas quite thought provoking.
After I have sat my very last exam I want to take a day off to bake a cake and sleep in. I'll have to see.
That's about it, I am very blank.
| Date: | 2004-11-11 08:35 |
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| Mood: | calm | | Music: | Sabrina theme song |
Three more exams to go... my maths exam yesterday was pure TORTURE! I had to skip a lot to get to the end before the bell went. It was truly horrible... ;-; waaaa! I don't wanna fail!
Oh, and I doubt she reads this livejournal anymore but HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANTELLE! yayayayay
| Date: | 2004-11-05 17:31 |
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| Mood: |  discontent | | Music: | White Line |
I can't believe George Bush won. How could he win? When you live out of the US you know exactly what shit he does. We get all the coverage here, and believe me. America just voted for the wrong bloody president.
| Date: | 2004-11-04 16:48 |
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| Mood: |  bouncy | | Music: | classical music |
Exams start tomorrow. I'm not stressed out, which is quite strange. I suppose it has something to do with the fact that I feel pretty prepared and not too worried. I stayed home today with my sister, my parents have gone to the Gold Coast so I had last day and night and today to myself (well - including th sibling). I did a lot of studying and catching up. I feel that I did a lot anyway. I spent about three hours studying. I can still do more, but I don't feel in the mood right now. Tomorrow I have a french exam which I have not recieved any study guide on, so i just studied a bit of everything or what I thought might be in the exam.
I just found out that my maths exam's content is on all the subjects I did long time ago - hence - do not remember.
I can't wait until the exams are over, I especially can't wait until the holidays. i plan to get a part-time job in a second-hand books store and sell paintings an drawings to little cafes. I'm feeling ver creative and wish to write a story but I can't think of anything to write. I hate sitting with my fingers on the keyboard staring at the screen trying to think of an interesting story/script/poem to write... inspiration doesn't wish to see me. I guess i didn't book an appointment.
Who reads this blog anyway?
| Date: | 2004-10-22 16:42 |
| Subject: | New |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  energetic |
New layout. Stupid layout. Stupid me.
I'm glad it's the weekend... but i still have chores to do. I have to pick my sister up from school in about... well, now.
:D Yay. Exciting weekend it shall be!
| Date: | 2004-10-04 21:49 |
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I changed soulcookie.net have a look.
| Date: | 2004-10-02 23:11 |
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| Mood: | amused | | Music: | Barbie movie music!! HELP MEEEE! |
| AS THE cheese TURNS: A SOAP OPERA BY Hannah |
During this episode, Hannah and her significant other Johnny Depp break up, again, after Johnny Depp hears that Hannah has been unfaithful (with Alexahnder) again.
Meanwhile, Chantelle tries to think of a good way to tell her boyfriend Julian that she is pregnant - but not with his baby. Julian is smelly when he hears the news, so he skip her, nearly causing a miscarriage.
That same day, George Washington and his wife Amy are looking for their dream shoe, but their plans become colourful when George Washington meets a girlfriend from Edmunton while he and his wife are spewing in a Canadian restaurant.
The episode ends when Julian discovers that Chantelle is pregnant with George Washington's baby and goes on a scrupulous rampage, killing everyone. |
| Write your own soap opera at rebelsnail.net. |
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| Date: | 2004-09-24 15:50 |
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| Mood: |  contemplative | | Music: | Erasure Album |
things suddenly feel clearer... they just do.
I don't know what to write, except mum bought a new computer for me and I am going to be able to play SIMS2 on it :) I also went to the beach with pals today, but it ended suddenly as all the boys went off to some girl school (I wonder why..*cough*) and I went home because I didn't feel like going to Chantelle's boyfriend's house.
I miss Alexahnder. He's such a nice boy.
Speaking of boys I did see a VERY good looking one on the bus today and decided to sit right in front of him so that he'd notice me and say something! But alas, he did not make a peep, and I, being too embarassed and shy did not make a peep either. I had to stare at him from the corner of my eye... *sigh*
| Date: | 2004-09-18 11:09 |
| Subject: | "Honey, I'm home!" |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  loved | | Music: | Hollywood song... it's some sort of remix |
I just came back last night from a wonderful holiday spent in LA and Edmonton (Canada).
Most of all I enjoyed seeing my family in Canada. I hadn't seen my aunties for years, especially Aunty Nora and Ting both of whom I haven't seen for almost 7 years.
For our last night in Edonton we all decided to stay up until 6 in the morning because that was when mum, dad, Zoe and I had to go to the airport. You could imagine how tired and eshausted we all were when we said our goodbyes. I was so sleepy that I couldn't cry! When Nora left I felt like blubbering but I couldn't, then when I said goodbye to Ting I was so emotional but could only manage to feel like throwing up. Zoe and I cried on the drive towards the airport though. And for our last (transit) stay in LA I cried all night until I fell asleep.
I hadn't seen my aunties, Chin, Ting and Nora in such a long time but yet it felt that I had never really left them and had known them all my life. Zoe and I are hoping to go over to Canada on our own next year. But mum wants the whole family to go to Canada in December or for all the family in Canada to come over to Aus. But a WHOLE YEAR TO WAIT! I am not going to wait a whole year, I'll be old and nearly 16 :/ A depressed sixteen year-old, over-indulged in HSC exams and such. ;-;
I miss my aunties SOOOOO much, I also miss my funny uncles. he he They are really funny. :D
I shall post photos in hopefully next update...
SIMS2 CAME OUT YESTERDAY AND I MAY BE GETTING IT TODAY BUT THEN MY COMPUTER IS OLD AND RUSTY AND DOESN'T HAVE A FAST ENOUGH PROCESSOR TO HANDLE THE HUGE SIMS2 GAME SO MY DAD HAS TO GET ANOTHER COMPUTER FROM THE OFFICE OR BUY ANOTHER ONE AND OH IT'S ALL SO STRESSFUL!!! AND I MISS HAVING A HOLIDAY AND I MISS MY AUNTIES AND ALL THE HUGGING AND LOVE I AM SAD AND HAPPY AND EXCITED AND ANXIOUS AND GUILTY FOR NOT DOING MY HOMEWORK!!! I TALK TOOOOOO MUCH!!!
Bye I love you all!
P.S If any aunties are reading this I'd like to say hello! And that I will hopefully be coming over to Canada earlyish next year - well this is my plan... he he he... waiting for December 2005 or some time in 2006 is CRAZY!!! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WAIT FOR THAT LONG??? Come and live here. Pronto. :) Love you... xxx
| Date: | 2004-09-04 16:31 |
| Subject: | Venice Beach! |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | chipper | | Music: | Drew Carey show theme song 'Cleveland' |
So, this morning we had breakfast in the hotel, then we packed our things. We drive our rented 4 wheeler to Venice Beach, taking detours down Beverly Hills where we saw the mansion-lined avenues. I was trying to guess which mansions were homes to big-named famous celebrities. Dad reckons they're the houses which are mostly covered with hedges to hide from the nosey outside people.
Then we went past Santa Monica (my sister and I missed this after falling asleep on the car). We awoke when we arrived at Venice Beach. Our hotel that we are staying at - Double-tree Hilton - gives you free choc-chip cookies for free at the welcome reception desk! THEY WERE SOOO YUMMY! :9 :9 :9
We went to the beach, had a swim, collected different kinds of seaweed and strange species of pippies and shell-fish. We ate buffalo wings, icecream, lots of cereal and chicken wraps.
I also saw a vintage-lace shop, where the lady had a really cute display of vintage swimming costumes! I had been looking for a vintage swimming costume from the 40'2-60's lately and was very dissapointed to hear they were not for sale. So I am deciding to design my own vintage costume and get it made in nylon or lycra instead of cotton or wool which they were orignially made of.
BYEBYE
Wow. I'm in LA! What an adventure to finally be visiting the US. :)
The flight was alright, I didn't sleep at all! ;-; Which wasn't good, because I had to stay awake for one of the longest days of my life. I woke up at 5am in Sydney and arrived twelve hours later to repeat the same day (1st Sept.) starting from 8am.
The first thing I noticed when getting out of the airport was the humidity, then a huge whiff of stinky polluted air! Wow, all I could see was an exhaust-mist all around me. It was a bit distrubing, it felt like murder! Murder of mother nature :(
I walked around Hollywood blvd and looked at all the stars on the footpath. I walked all over big names like Nicole Kidman, Jack Nicholson, Michael Jackon, Britney Spears etc etc.
We all had a 'nap' at 12, because we were all soooooo tired. We all slept like rocks and woke up five hours later to find that the whole day had practically passed! We ate at a japanese restaurant (after deciding we needed some healthy, fresh food after our oily breakfast at the diner - a cute, classic diner). LA is much more prettier at night, you can't see the shameful mist, and the neon lights flash and lgare and make the city exuberant.
Two days here, then we're off to San francisco for about 4 or 6 days (depending) then we go on a two day drive to Edmunton :D
I've already practised walking up the Kodak theatre staircase (the theatre where the academy awards are held) - because one day I may be walking up those steps in a gorgeous couture dress with flash lights going off before my eyes! "And here comes Hannah Hodgson, the greatest starlet of Hollywood today!" *cough* right! XD
I love my fan-folio - it's so damn cool, I wish I was on my old computer with my ftp and my photoshop ;-; I wanna make more Julia graphics!
Bye people! HOLLYWOOD BA BA BA BA BA BA BA HOLLYWOOOOOD!
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